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i've really REALLY enjoyed my time alone this year.  i'm living alone for the 1st time in years.  i've lived a higher more privileged existence this year more than any other in the last 10 years of my adult life.  i honestly want for so little.  i'm lucky like that at this point.  

it's SO nice (especially) on the weekends when i can just shut the door, lock the deadbolt, & do whatever i want whenever i want.  there's no empty bitch around who needs attention or booze or whatever easy-way-out vices used to "pretend" we're having "fun".  i can paint.  i can listen to whatever music i want.  watch whatever i want.  like tonight:  i watched a couple shows on Lennon in NYC & another about the effect the Beatles had on Russian youth.  Then i continued working on a new portrait i've been painting while finally having the opportunity to listen to the last Killing Joke album which i've had forever but have been listening-wise pre-occupied elsewhere....then mixed a couple of my new tracks & watched this PBS Warhol thing i've probably seen 50 times but can never get enough of.  All the while i don't have to worry about whatever 3-ring circus the typical cunts need around them to feel like they're not "boring" (when they're boring as FUCK of course).

these are the days when i soberly look up at the 5-10 untouched bottles of booze standing above my kitchen cabinet & realize how much more they're there for everyone when one of my night prowlers rings my buzzer at 4 in the morning i have a proper libation for their (already drunk) ass....& of course they know this because i'm the one who's always prepared like a boy scout in such matters.  

it's ironic how long i suffered through a horrible personal relationship & trying to make Strap-On Sweetie work with people that it wouldn't work with & once i got rid of both of those pariahs:  i've lived like a fucking king & am happier & more monied than ever.  it's dark except for the red bulbs that illuminate it & except for the ocassional visit from my cat it's peaceful & silent & requires ZERO fact when the streets quiet down i can hear the waves of the lake crashing onshore & that's all i need.








           :: SITE UPDATED ::  Nov 21 2019

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what can i say = LISTEN TO THE SONGS.  push all the short attention span theater shit to the side and LISTEN. music is embedded all over this site.  let the albums & EPs play from start to finish.  they are not just collections of random songs. also my music is for that end of the night nightcap in headphones not background for the party.  i suggest you approach it that way & engage it in that setting and the rest is up to you.


if you are looking for predictable simpleton drivel meant to appease empty Ameri-con trash you are in the wrong place i assure you.  the bulk of your friends list on Facebook will help you out if that is the mirror you seek. click that red link now and get your worthless tacky ass out of here QUICKLY.


i seek no press.  this website is receiving traffic from 100+ countries every month through word-of-mouth only.  there's no Facebook, Twitter, YouTube or any of the other predictable whoring.  besides the United States the traffic has been incredible from Germany, France, Russia, UK, Italy, Australia, Canada, China, Spain, Mexico, Argentina, Brazil, Poland, Hungary, Sweden, Finland, Chile, and The Netherlands.  i want to thank all of you especially along with everyone else for listening, visiting, and whatever else.


my previous releases before the ones linked above are as follows: Chapter One was released May 18th 2013.  the Mrs. Produkt EP was released March 2nd 2013 & Der Schnitt was released February 9th 2013.  please go purchase them & support independence. you can name your price.  if you're broke put in $0 and take it for free with no strings attached.  i do not want your email.  i do not give a fuck about your "like".  i do not want to contact you.  what i want is for you to LISTEN.  click on any album cover to show you where you can download them.  COOL ??????????





BOTTOM FEEDER: THE SOCIALITE was released December 15th 2012.  this was my 6th full length album in 2012.  10 new tracks.


and this ever-evolving collection of covers is always FREE. click her to show you where you can download it now.



music as an industry is going to continue to reside in the gutter until more of you start caring for it properly again.  it's so PURR-fect that the Ameri-con way has sold so many on the notion that it's pointless to drop $10 on music but don't worry about doing the same thing at McDonald's a few times a week for glorified dog food.  that's COMPLETELY normal.


for now i only deal with Bandcamp because unlike iTunes i can keep it donation based.  i also deal with Bandcamp because they are the coolest & best company selling digital music on the web right now and they are aiding the cause not hurting it like iTunes.  PERIOD.  Bandcamp will covert your payment from almost any currency imaginable and you can get better quality downloads from them as well. you're not just helping me you're helping so many others including the audience of any genre outside the pathetic and predictable mainstream industry that is as marginal and washed up as it has ever been.  i can not be more honest than that.


yes this site is 1st and foremost about my music but it is also about many of the other things that i love OR hate and anything else i feel like in between.  if you search through the menu you will find all of my (currently available) releases.  but you will also find some of my paintings & photography.


the Journals & Written Word links in the menu above are loaded with my writing.  i am constantly updating it as well as every other section of this site.


up above in this column check the date of the last update underneath my picture.  it will always be extremely current GUARANTEED.  as part of the audience i know music/band sites for the most part are PAINFULLY BORING, infrequently updated, & lacking content so i hope to present something much more interesting & extensive.  i guarantee that every day you return here you can/will find something new.


i'm a complete hermit by nature so 99% of you will most likely never get to know me in person anyway so here's a virtual part of me instead.